:)

All thanks to an afternoon of reading posts on a LJ community,
I'm feeling all warm+fuzzy inside.

Effing disappointed with how I've done this sem.
The only thing that made my day was the A+ we got for LA.

SOMEBODY TIE ME DOWN.
TELL ME I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.

Though everyone said that they would support me in everythng I do,
I knew they were all against it.
And thankyou for the few honest ones who told me at my face,
that I should just shut up, stop creating trouble for my self and stay on where I am.

I've already made up my mind yes?

YES.

And so I say.

Okay, shut up abby, just shut up now.

I do what all women do.
I think.
I blame myself.
I marinate in my failure.
I hate myself sometimes.
Sometimes I cry.
More often I stare at the ceiling and wonder what is wrong with me.
well, THAT'S ME
And I love myself just the way I am(:

"If you are neat, you won't be Abby. But that's who you are, don't change for 'em."
hahaha.
I can't believe I agreed.
But then again,
take a look at my room and you'll understand why(:
And oh my dear goodness, I won't ever change.

- omfg. I actually agreed to meet zihao today, I can't believe myself.

note to self: REMEMBER TO WEAR GREEN TMR. GREEEEEN.

Let's run away to nevernever-land together.
You & I.
I don't ever want to grow old.

I'm hungry.
The silicone cover on my phone's annoying me.
&& my dad just came home to borrow my old phone
cos his ran out of batt & he's expecting an imp call.
MY OLD PHONE.
THE ONE WITH ALL MY MSGS [which are not really meant for his eyes] SAVED IN IT.
The last time he borrowed my phone,
he read my msgs.
ALL OF 'EM.
OH DEAR.
ahahahaha.
Happy New Year, abby(:
Merry Christmas, weiyan(: